************************************************************************************* Monday, 21 April 2004
Most Memorable Moments !!!!
1) I Still remember I was crying and shouting when I went to school. for the first time ...though I knew everyone over there, but all of them seem different. I was screaming " I don't want to be here..I want to go home" ...but the alas...no one let me go !!!!
I lied down there...screaming, crying !!
2) I was in nursery and I performed a dance on a famous bollywood song of that time " main khwabo ki shehjadi" I was wearing a white gown and had a tiara. everyone said I'll become a great dancer !
3) When I saw The TajMahal, It was huge and the white, and the biggest house/or a closed construction I have ever seen. Baba told the story of Shahjahan and Mumtaz while we are getting soaked in Taj Mahal's beauty, I asked baba "Why did the king chose marble? " He said "white is combination of all the colors, since life is also combination of different emotions Shahjahan wanted cherish them all whenever he sees Tajmahal...so he chose White !"
4) When I felt the piousness of the river Ganga at Haridwar, it was heavenly, I felt I am touching the purest thing in this entire world.
5) When I stayed alone at home for the first time in life because Mia and Baba had to go to the village to meet nanaji, I had to take my school final exams all by myself, I missed them dearly yet I performed very well and scored highest marks of my entire life
.6)When for the first time I went to the marriage of mom's gupta bibiji's son's marriage ( first time I’ve attended a gathering as huge as this) The place was crowded with silks, satin and gold …and I was extremely happy because of the new dress Gupta Aunty gave me without any specific occasion like Diwali.
7) The moment when my doll pinky got married to Sunita's doll Raj ! even though I cried until all my tears were dried up, next day I was happy that I will get a new doll soon to play with !!!
8) When papa never came home, he left us for ever !!!! We left our house and started living here, behind the broken pipeline !
9) When I mass asked to leave school and take care of my brother because she had to work for late hours.
10) Maa sent me to Delhi with Rashid chacha to earn money and support our family.
11) When I earned my first rupee.!!I lay down there, screaming, crying and became Shabnam
12) When I knew, I cannot go back, I cannot meet them, I cannot be sunaina again !
These are those few moments of my life I really wish I can live again......
Except the last few !!!!
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